i miss you so :'(
Thursday, November 19, 2009
4:35:00 AM
heiii♥♥
gue lagi kangen bgt bgt bgt ama pacar gue nih :'( kemaren kan gue lg privat kimia pas malem malem, pas gue buka buku cetak kimia gue, gue liat ada coretan tambahan hahaha, jadi gue suka nulis nama robby di buku kimia cetak gue nah kemaren buku cetak kimia gue dipinjem dia, eh gataunya ada tulisan tambahan haha pas gue liat tulisan itu, gue lgsg ke inget ama dia :'( sumpah kangen abis gue lgsg bilang ke guru privat gue buat udahan, trus gue lgsg masuk kamar, matiin lampu, kunci pintu, tiduran and FINALLY >> I'M CRYING kemaren malem sumpah gue gatau mau jelasin kaya apa, yg gue bisa kasih tau cuma GUE KANGEN BANGET !! tapi.. tadinya gue maunya ngasi tau ke dia kalo gue lg kangen ampe nangis, eh dia malah marah marah dan lg bete, makin jadi aja gue nangis :'( ampe akhirnya pikiran gue kacau and the worst word that im say is break up this all :( anjrit gue nyesel abis makin kacau lagi pikiran gue dengan semua komentar alvin dan tyo yg satu nyuruh gue jgn putus yg satu nyuruh gue putus -_______-'' dan gue semalem ga tidur lagi tadi sore pas pelajaran bahasa indonesia, gue tiba tiba kangen lagi, gue nulis satu halaman buku tulisan i ♥ you yg tadinya itu mau gue tunjukkin ke dia, tp malah ga jadi :( apalagi pas dengerin masalah nisa, dan ngeliat nisa yg nyesel udah bikin pilihan makin bikin gue ngerasa nyesel abis gue gamau lah ngerasain hal yg kaya nisa rasain :"( fyi : udah balikan gue skrg i just want you to know, if im missing you so much there is many thing i want to show you please, hold me now, i want to feel your hand i'm sorry if i'm act like a child if i'm selfish or if i cant understand about your feeln' I MISS YOU SOO MORE THAN YOU KNOW MORE THAN YOU FEEL MORE THAN ANYTHING THAT YOU CAN IMAGINE AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW IF I LOVE YOU SO :'( Labels: my confession |